moodiness day

what happen to me this few days , how come can't sleep well and felt moody ...
am i decided correct !! how come will felt abit regret .. I know that wouldn't suitable for, i wan de not like that !!! Please everything far me away now .. i don wan to keep on like this ..
Fxxk
Unhappy Monday

lonely night

Satuday night , normally hang out with fren to club but today i wont . Alone went to coffee house drink my favourite coffee " Caramel Frappucino Ice Blended " .. Today i knew a new fren again , he name is Gilbert from Ipoh . He as a waiter in Starbucks Coffee at Berjaya Times Square K.L..
Midnight now , alone at here quite dangerous geh .. But i'm felt quite relaxing.
Is time to say good night to my all dearest fren ..Good night & sweet dream ya :)
Love you all .... Have a pleasant weekend ya :)

unhappy in new year eve

yesterday night is new year eve, me and few friends hang out to celebrate it at the curve. That night im did a stupid thing d. It was after celebration i went to be house waiting him back. Because i really cant control myself , in my mind all is him .. So i just decide went to him place . Around 4am he is came back d, and he feel curious why im at there. He come over my car and asking me what happen im , i just straight away to told him all of my feeling in that time. He call me go in take rest then tomorrow only talk about it. Abit confused about my decision to came here is good or ..In the morning(01/01/09) , we did something wrong d . He asking me it is our last time ? I cant answer him this question because i really 不舍得him , so just told him i donno is our last time accompany each other or no.. In that time i really confusion the thing we did izzit right,just enjoy our last time accompany each other d . Over loving him !!

hate myself !!

hate myself love him so much !!!

will become my memories

最近的我们好像越来越陌生了。。不知道是什么原因我们会变成怎样，找不到他的心，感觉不到他在想什么在做什么。。现在的我们不再像以前那么开心了！！ 或许是因为某些方面吧，因为我知道他还是蛮介意我们年龄的距离甚至我的想法等等。。只从和他一起后我都不断的去学习更多更多，但是为什么总是更不上呢！讨厌我的笨讨厌我的学习能力，虽然有时会觉得很累但一想到他就会有一种莫名其妙的推动力。我真的不想我们这样，想和他有好多好多谈不完的话题。一起分享大家的生活的一点一滴，无论是苦是乐都可以。我的心只给他70%，另外的30%是因为觉得自己是第三者所以不会有人疼爱的！！！好像有人可以教教我可以怎样去解决这些问题。。。

Raining day :(

quite sleepy and feel bored even very busy on today.. be is no working today cant accompany him because i had working , feel be have abit different then before..raining day !!! hate !!!!!

just came back from vietnam

monday nite i just came back malaysia. Yesterday when i going to work feel unaccustomed, feel like quite quiet .. hehe